does this moment live forever in my soul
by akis2desire
all rights reserved
(reposted by request-this is being considered for publication by a major compilation)


There's an aching to the core of me
like waiting on the shore
knowing not just any wave
but that wave is the one ive been waiting for
and as it approaches
anticipation and more anticipation and so much that it somehow becomes a mixture of joy combined with disbelief
that this good thing can happen to me

after the revelation of truth to the core
a truth that can never be turned back on
the image inside for so long
THE MOMENT
a promise ABOUT to be fullfilled
ultimate anticipation
all that is unknown changes now
fear melts into faith
this moment before the first taste and the knowing of your response to my fingers, mouth, lips, tongue and the warm grace of your appreciation in your breath, your movement, your whispers, moans and encourgement
and knowing that your gift to me is the knowledge of the pleasure I give to you
your wetness creates a cascade of mine
your welcoming eyes and head thrown back and you are so so open and available to the pleasure I create...as we create together
I carefully knead the fullness of your breast....you clutch and grope for mine as your passion builds

.......a moment

a moment before IT happens the first time with us
the million thoughts and images and feelings and desires that race through the mind at this one moment...of dreams, desires, history and hope

does this moment live forever in my soul

and how will i save to memory each brush of her lips
each tickle, each touch
each tender kiss and tremble
each tingle and tummy flip
how i know the frozen image of the look she gives me just then
will stay with me
will stay with her
forever