Just a Lesbian Fantasy ..Just A Wish ! or .. Denise has said some flirtatious things to me in the past two weeks.

I am very much in the closet about my sexuality, and I am never sure just when a REAL opportunity to be with someone arises. If I guess wrong, and put myself out there, I could be shunned by the individual, reported to the network of friends as a "lezzie", turned into the authority of my husband, family or church, or in the worst case scenario, all of the above.Denise is, first of all, not her real name. Secondly, if you are hoping for me to write the fantasy where I get to pleasure the big boobed, blue eyed 23 year old blonde who moans loud enough to shake the bedposts loose, you have come t

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Joan Jett Lesbian Song for Carmen Electra AC DC with Lyrics ...very cool

SO...I have always liked Joan Jett ..and on my cable tv companies on demand feature, they have a music video channell. I go to it every once in a while..and they got a new Joan Jett vid called AC/DC . And I wonder .."what could this be about." Like what wasnt obvious...she has always been a little dykey ...nothing wrong with that mind you. But she is in the video with Carmen Electra ..and it turns out apparently ..that they are a couple ??? wow. Well.. google the video if you don't have the video like I did ..and I thought I would share the very stunning words from the song here :She got girl

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Being Lesbian In The Real World ? Not Allowed !

Here is the quote from Rosie O'Donnel about Ellen DeGeneres and why she doesn't talk about being a lesbian on her tv show."[Ellen] is not allowed to. She signed a contract saying she wouldn't ... It was on the heels of my show ... so that's why she doesn't. But you know what, she also paved the way for a lot of gay people. Especially on TV. There were no gay shows on TV. She was pre-'Will and Grace,' remember that. So, you know, I talk about gay because I like to. And she doesn't talk about it because she doesn't want to, or she can't, but who cares, it's fine. Gay, gay, gay, gay, gay."It is

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To Be Wanted By Her

I have such a lifelong confidence when dealing with most men. It is with women that my confidence fails...I think it is because they so clearly see all my flaws. The weight gain is obvious, the effort it takes to be "pretty" is sometimes acknowledged, but, I fear and know that if I am that critical of everyone else, they are that critical of me. So..how wonderful it is to be convinced that ...she wants me. It is more naked to my soul than showing my body in the light. The want to be wanted by her is so strong. When I believe it, that she wants me as much as I want her ...I can give mys

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Movies with a lesbian or bi theme or lesbian kiss worth seeing at least once !

My Lesbian Movie List and some jotsGia -The all time emotional rollercoaster -So beautiful are the love scenesKissing Jessica Stein--Straight girl thinking "maybe" Answering the personals ad-- One of the better and more realistic story lines but ...takes too long to get to the goodstuff and aint alot of it. But The STORY THE STORY THE STORYPersonal Best - I have seen a few times on cable ...great scene when the relationship is coming apart ...."but sometimes I F### you" when they are fighting hits home-First of a couple of good Mariel Hemingway movies...no convincing of acting needed.But I'm

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A truely new experience of self love happened last week ....

I will call this "The Drive" as if it were fiction ...but it is completely trueI have a 20 to 25 minute drive from my work to where I live ..and I generally work from early in the morning to the early afternoon ..arriving home sometime in the early afternoon ..if I am lucky, with enough free time before I have to pick my child up from school, to spend a little time with "myself." That is, with email, on chat, in bed.... Often, when I know I will have a decent amount of private time, my thoughts begin to wander towards sex as I drive down the highway ...I begin to get wet with anticipation

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The want for her pleasure soaks me with desire.

I woke up wanting a soft tongue in my mouth, wanting to open my eyes to see hers filled with desire ...Wanting to reach down and feel her wetness...that thrill when it is wetter than you expected and you know its going to be something to remember for both of you. Wanting to taste her as bad as she wants me there with all the love my lips, tongue, fingers and skin can provide. The want for her pleasure soaks me with desire.

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Lesbian Phone sex ??? ....much better than cyber !

I wanted to comment on a couple of things..First of all...the phone thing. I am a (unhappily) married, in the closet leaning lesbian, without a girlfriend, in a small bible belt town, without alot of "prospects" if you will. I have not been with a woman in 4 years....but I so crave intimacy with a woman every day. If it weren't for the interenet...this would be unbearable torture. But..there is some relief...and sometimes ... release :) The times I have been intimate with women on the phone..while very rare...are the most erotic and intense experiences I have had. While I think almost everyon

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The moment ....inches away from quenching desire

There is a moment that to me, when I am with a woman in bed, that is unlike anything else in life..and a moment my mind freezes in time with each of the women that I have slept with. That moment is when we've been making out, everyone is so turned on with enormous anticipation for the pleasures that await ...and from the kissing and fondling, I have begun to move downward. As I arrive just inches away from quenching desire ...her smell ...the vision .. the glisten and the knowing that I will moments from now taste and delight her with my lips, tongue, fingers and more. That frozen moment.

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