two ways to masturbate with lesbian fantasies ?

I was writing to a friennd the other day and came to this conclusion...I will share with you what a wrote to her.

Lets say there are probably two ways that I masturbate (thats my sex life these days, try not to laugh) ...One is when I have time in the afternoon I may slip into a chatroom and hopeto have an interesting conversation with someone, while perusing theinternet for images of women who don't look like they are faking it orbeing directed ...or youtubes or other vids with the same shown desire,...or a good story...and these things take me from horny to very horny to go upstairs and finish .



But the other way...the lifelong way that was there before chatrooms computers and soft porn ...is the lay down in bed and let the mind wander while the fingers walk the walk. And in those times ...It has always been ...oh this is NOT a pie chart ..but...if im engrossed in fantasy...im thinking about meeting her, talkign with her, joking withher, buying her things..and ..the mind goes so fast that a lifetimecan be lived out in a matter of minutes. I meet her ..spend weekends with her ..we talk, cuddle, enjoy and slow dance in faded light in the living room before her hand leads me to the bedroom. I have said allthere is to say in a thousand different ways and made love to her andbrought her pleasure to my heart with her affections. And so, as myself-pleasure is hightened and continues to grow ...im finally intoher body and skin and kisses and the taste of her affection. But its all of the getting to there that takes up 90 or 95% of the "not to bespoken of" pie chart ...I dont get her fingers or her mouth until im at the edge or over it.