There is a moment of complete surrender when I take a deep breath and slowly let it out, where i know I am about to do anything for her she desires...and one of the things I will do is try to know what she wants. For the way we make love can be different every time...and I am here to create her pleasure. The more of her pleasure I can feel her release...the more of my pleasure I am able to feel. So I go about writing her pleasure as a conducter composes a symphony ...like so many instruments...so many tempos and textures at my disposal ....we create a different song for her every time.
The First Time I Masturbated - My Lover The Pillow Jim
A very sweet friend emailed me about how this group we are in has so many subjects ...it IS called but it is called Women Masturbating Together, so I thought I would share how my first time happened...a bit accidentally...and maybe you can have a laugh at my story, or share your own.And I clarify...masturbating to orgasm...not the times I tickled it in the tub and thought...thats pretty good.I started very young ....I was in fifth grade...eys 11 years old...i know..too young ...and my boobs were starting to bud, which I liked alot ...was extremely fascinated by them , and even though I unders
I must have had a thousand lesbian crushes when I was young
I must have had a thousand lesbian crushed when I was young. I discusion in a group I am in reminded me of a very erotic thing that happened when I was 16, and delivering papers at 5 in the morning ...of course it's quiet and everyone is asleep at that time....I came around a corner to hear through an opened screened window the buzz of a womans vibrator ...and she was clearly visable and oblivious to me. She was getting herself under her nightgown... but I could see alot and stared for about a minute before I felt overwhelming pressure to move along....before she reached climax. I DO wish
I was a teenage lesbian :)
All I can tell you about is that I knew the very instant that it dawned on me what women really did with each other that I was at least bisexual. I also knew that because my friends said bad things about lesbians and ...for instance, ...that was a name you didnt want to be called ...like "Miss Donnagail is a Lezzie and thats why she is such a bitch..." ...and my mom was very undiplomatic about anything I expressed that wasnt just anything but what SHE thought was normal ...that I KNOW alot of women can't admit to who they are inside and, in my case, I went through all the motions of dating an
My sexual confessions are yours

I miss having a sexual confessor. Someone to talk with about all the things that happen in my sex life, both in reality and fantasy. I have had 2 friends in my life who were close enough to reilsh in this role. But with maturity, nobody to share those recollections, inner feelings, experiences and desires. I will make this website my sexual confessor ....the special one to whom I will hold nothing back and trust that it won't be used against me. I am trusting you ....are you a good listener ?
Contradiction -Lesbian In Heart Mind Soul But Not In Life
I am at a place in my life in my sexual life...where I have contradictions.I know that I knew I was at least bisexual when I was 12 but didnt act on it til I was 18, and have acted so very little on it since. I knew when I was so young because I was reading books, seeing movie scenarios and tv scenes with lesbian and bisexual women ..and I was without a doubt sure that I was that. But, it didnt seem like could tell anyone... but my bisexuality was evident in the fantasies i had almost every night were about women. I should say MOSTLY women because sometimes would it be about whatever bo
The Lesbian Start Of My Life...When I KNEW.

I have thought alot recently about the time that I KNEW I was at leastbisexual ...and for me that was a very early age, even though I didn'tact upon it physically until I was 19. I bring this up because in"chats" with several women on yahoo, and when I was a member, on AOL,quite a few women seem to be latecomers to this aspect of theirsexuality. As if they had gone their whole lives until one day at theage of 25,35 or later, "poof...im into women I think."When I was 12, it seems there was a perfect storm of TV shows thatshowed women together...one in particular with a girl not much olderthan