I wanted to write an essay ..a blog post if you will ..called "Gawd I miss that."It has been for me now 400 plus days since my lesbian sexual liason. In my "double life" that I lead as a small town married mom who has realized that "bisexual" is no longer the term that describes me, for as a woman who had come to call herself "lesbian" in her heart, mind, in blogs and in confessions to befriended fellow travelers, I have come to accept that "Lesbian" for most women is a lifestyle. My lifestyle is decidededly NOT lesbian. It is small town christian married mom, and thats some
